Small sock footed feet and a computer in the same frame means one of them was sleeping. Small socks for the win.
What’s next? What’s next? What’s next? Story of my life, right? #SirEllisRoy will be one year old on October 11th and it is not like I am throwing my part-time SAHM (stay at home mom) status out the window, but THIS GIRL needs to get back to work. Thing is, I’ve just spent the last year completely filling my heart to the point of bursting at the seams on a daily basis. I am sort of spoiled. I’ll take nothing less than overwhelming fulfillment with a side of “I LOVE MY LIFE” (just like that, in all caps), each and every day, please and thank you very much.
I know what I want to say, I have to say it. I know what my dreams are, I have to live them. I have everything I possibly need and want right here in this beating heart – it’s time to make them happen.
The amazing thing is that it IS happening. Right NOW. There is no “arrival” to a place where things are done, complete and pretty. It’s messy and chaotic and a freaking balancing act everyday. But, just the simple fact that I am sitting here on day 247 (although I am pretty sure it’s like day 250-something but I cheat on the weekends sometimes) and still writing and still sharing means that I am doing it. And, the fact that I can carve out a little time with some small sock-footed-sleepy-feet to chase yet another dream-manifesting means that THAT is happening too.
We all deserve a break sometimes, even from the dreams in our hearts. We just deserve a break so that when we go back to it – we can carry the gift of perspective you get when you are wise enough to elevate the vantage point on how you see and live your life.